Anonymous:

He loves his friends. That includes you. Does saying goodbye not hurt you as well?

“If you don’t think it hurts me to say goodbye you’re wrong. But I’m used to people cutting ties with me, and I with them, because of my preferences. You say that he loves his friends but when we’re not talking about sex robots then what? I got along better with him when he was in AA with me, but now he’s taken the high road it’s not a surprise that he and others look down on me. I don’t take looking down upon kindly, I’ve chosen my path and so has he, clearly. If I show any hint of ‘caring’ I’ll be shut down, just as I was. All I was, was a crutch."